work on LABOUR DAY!!!

I hate it when I have to work on Public Holiday, today on labour day. This is supposed to be a day for me to rest.

im back

hey people im back to blogging !its been damn long i stop blogging. lols.i guess im damn busy with my works... study.....

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Tanpa kuakhiri

Peterpan

Horrible...

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ' Im just looking for a friend' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

The effect of music on me

There's something funny about the effect of music on me. If I get addicted to a tune, REALLY addicted to it, I forget about everything else. It's like having a crush: there's you, there's the song, and no other song can fill your need for listening to music like that one does.

Like many strong crushes I've had, also, the song is forgotten after a while. Few of them are songs for keeping, I suppose. Less of them are songs I'd actually love. This is a metaphor for my pattern of relationships, oh God. How predictive I am. Or, well, how predictive we all are. Let's see.
There's that first sign of attraction we've all felt for so many songs. That song has something that gets your attention, it sticks in your head, you've noticed something special about it. You find yourself thinking about that song a lot, and, well, if you're a little sick like me, obsessing over it.

Then, there's the actually going out, and you'll find out if that song has what it takes for you to actually date it. Then, comes trust: does that song really mean something for you? You'll find that it has flaws and not just qualities, you'll see that sometimes it can make you cry like it's the end of the world. And then, even when you go through this same process with other songs, you'll find yourself going back to that few special ones. They're your keepers. They are the ones that can make you feel so good about yourself - even if, sometimes, they make you think about all the bad things in your life and how everything is not ok. Or, if that doesn't happen, you'll soon get tired of the song, find out that you were only interested in it superficially and move on to the next song. Circle of life, people.

But, yes, I'm feeling a little optimistic today about love and songs. I can be single, but my "songs for a lifetime" are my friends. They're my keepers.

Anyhow, speaking of songs, I've got a new one coming back to my head. I know it for a while, but just now it's really getting to me.



Listening To: OCEAN DEEP by Cliff Richard meet my current crush. Who knows, it could be a keeper O_o

10 Reasons you should date an Engineer O_o

10. The world does revolve around
us... we choose the coordinate system.

9. No "couple" enjoy a
better "moment".

8. We know how to handle stress and
strain in a relationship.

7. We have significant figures.

6. We understand the motion of rigid
bodies.

5. Projectile motion: Do we need to
say more?

4. Engineers do it to specification.

3. According to Newton, if two bodies
interact, their forces are equal and
opposite.

2. We know it's not the length of the
vector that counts, but how you apply
the force.

1. WE KNOW THE RIGHT HAND RULE!


grab from fanthagiro

everyhting happenz 4 a reason...

Sometimes people come into your life
and you know right away that they were
meant to be there…to serve some sort
of purpose, teach you a lesson or help
figure out who you are or who you want
to become. You never know who these
people may be but you lock eyes with
them, you know that very moment that
they will affect your life in some
profound way.

History Mystery

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head

Now it gets really weird.

Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy..
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln .

Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.

Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Now hang on to your seat.

Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.'
Kennedy was shot in a car called ' Lincoln ' made by 'Ford.'

Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a theater.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.

And here's the kicker...

A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe , Maryland
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe.

Creepy huh?

Ultimate Evil lol

Now I declared to the world that my math book was the ultimate evil because of its absurd thickness. Well, guess what, it’s not only evil on the outside, it’s also evil on the inside!

I hate not knowing what to do and how to do things since it makes me feel stupid, which is why I probably hate Math. Ever since, I never got along with this thing called Math. It’s like that kid at school that no matter how hard I try to be friends with, it doesn’t work.

Oh and there’s its buddy, Structure. Words cannot eloquently explain on how much I hate this friend of Math’s. Why can’t we just write out the solution to save space, paper and time?

I miss those days where I just ask my parents on how to do things and they’d know and explain it to me. These days, I’m on my own lonesome self braving the dangerous waters which is Math.

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There are times I do wish I could turn back time .. But I guess I have to stop thinking too much somehow. Too much things on the mind isn't very healthy either...

OcEan dEep

Love cant you see Im alone

Cant you give this fool a chance

A little love is all I ask - a little kindnessIn the night

Please dont leave me behind

No - dont tell me love is blind

A little love is all I ask and that is all

love Ive been searching so long

Ive been searching highnlow

A little love is all I ask - a little sadness

When youre gone

Maybe you need a friend

Only please dont lets pretend

A little love is all I ask and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but I just cant fly

As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep - Im so afraid to show my feelingsI have sailed a million ceilings -

in my -Solitary roomOcean deep - will I ever find a lover

Maybe he has found another

And as I cry myself to sleep

I know this love of mine Ill keep - ocean deep

Love cant you hear when

I callCant you hear a word

I sayA little love is all I ask

A little feeling when we touch

Why am I still alone? Ive got a heart without a home

A little love is all I ask - and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but I just cant fly

As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by

Im so lonely lonely lonely...Maybe..

i feel terrible

I have this AWFUL migraine that won't leave. It started last night about 6 pm and I thought I had it under control but I guess not. I woke up with it still. Now my vision is getting blurred and I don't feel so good. It is taking all I have to just sit here and look at the screen. I have to do something to keep busy or I believe my head will explode. I have some Paracetamol active fast in my purse but if I take that I will have to go home and sleep. but i still have to attend my class.. huhuhuhu

exam!!!

The time has come when I can't pretend the big EXAM is far, far away into the future. No. It's 3 weeks away, from today. 3 weeks to cope my matrial & maths & structure & water treatment! sigh!!

insufficient memory human error

Few of us nowadays are able to rely solely on our minds to remember everything we need or want ro recall. Even if we could remember everything, what would be the point of wasting so many brain cells on mundane stuff?

After all, even Albert Enistein supposedly refused to memorize his own phone number because he said he knew where could look it up(i'll bet he'd just ask his wife. But that's not the point.) Yet many people do inadvertently and unneccessarily overburden their brains, leaving 'insufficient memory space' for reflection and creative problem solving.

Making list can help us to manage the mental clutter caused by stuff to remember and stuff to forget. have a try....!!

THIS TIME

This time I resolutely confront I rashly allow myself to become enraptured I don't care whether this is right or wrong Even if it is a dangerous trap, I won't care about anything else Even when it comes to love, I'll love without regret

Don't tell me that I should give up That I should open my eyes I use my heart To see and to feel You're not me, so how can you understand? Even when it comes to love, let me love without regret

I'm not as perfect as you think I admit that sometimes I can't tell the difference between truth and deception It's not that I'm unwilling to walk out of this heap of love It's only that this time, this time it's me and not someone else

Whose heart should I use to comprehend To truly experience my surroundings Even if it's painful, even if it's tearful It's all part of my remorse

Whose heart can I use to comprehend To truly experience my surroundings Even if I'm tired, even if I'm weary I can only love without regret

L: Change the world

Here comes the third installment of Death Note movie. The sequel named L: Change the world is the movie dedicated to L. The story sets on the last 23 days of L life.Having said that, we kinda know what happen to the ending wouldn''t we? But hey, who doesn''t want to watch a movie with L in it?Anyway, as we have known on the previous sequel of Death note: The Last Name, L was willing to throw away his life in order to catch Light by writing his name in the Death Note. He wrote his real name and to die peacefully 23 days later. This movie set on the last days of L''s life, he went to save the world when a team of extreme ecologists are trying to unleash a deadly influenza-ebola virus across the earth.

my fav drinks

I have too many addictions. My Starbucks addiction used to be out of control, but it’s not so bad anymore. Ok, ok, I think I’m trying to convince myself it’s not that bad, cos it kinda is. I swear, they put crack in that stuff…lol