HE??

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her...

my head hurts

There are too many things going on for my poor brain to cope with right now. I keep forgetting things I am meant to do. I keep forgetting things I am meant to buy. I keep forgetting things that I need for work.

I am a bit like a sieve with things escaping over the edge.

I staved off one migraine this week with timely medication but my head now is thump, thump, thumping away and it just plain hurts!

;-(

stress and life

Its funny how when stress comes knocking a person can forget everything! Or worse yet, when stress comes knocking a person can risk everything that is important to them. I know that stress is a normal part of life, for whatever reason, stress is there entwined in our lives like lovers that can't get enough of each other. We turn around and it is there. We try and hide from it by whatever means we can find, but at the end of the day, stress is waiting for us.

I have no clue what roll it plays in our lives or in the grand scheme of things - I don't know maybe if stress didn't exist our reality and existance would cease being. Either way though, there are times I can do without it, like I'm sure so many people can too. It wreaks havoc on our health, in our lives, and in our relationships. Hell, I'm smoking more than I should and can sleep for hours if I could get away with it. There are days I look out the window and just rather go back to bed. Yeah, I hate stress.....Hmm, wonder if there is some magical way of getting rid of it....Say like assasins?

update's on my resolution 2009 ( I have no idea)

well, its been long time didnt write,,hmm with the same reason like before, i was so busy with my routine life with work , work , work and study..
anyhow, nothing much to share but just want to update my resolution 2009...

*No smoking and no Liquors. ( Compulsory)-in progress....(not yet to be honest)
*Take medication on time…INr under target (2.5-3.5)-yeah ON and OFF but mostly under the target.
*Sleep Less with the exception of tired ( 7-8 hours)-na...i sleep 3 or 4 yrs a day....everday...!!
*Eat more, to put up more weight ( target 3-4kg)- show bit of progress, i gain 2kg
*Study study study. No more fail ( target 2.8-3.2)- oyea i pass all my peper last sem...
*Keep develop on career (upgrading)- yeah Ive been transferred to regional office
*Stand up for myself more! ( Speak Up more Ideas/opinion)- yeah i did that almost 70%
*Possibly I should write more blogs?? (3-4 times a week)-aww...i write 1 or 2 times a month...duii
*Constantly think positive and never simply piss-off ( stay cool)- on progress 50%
*Savings ( Less Shopping)-erm,...15%
*Expend more superiority time with parents. ( More Dinner at home)- well, only when im back to KK (my homey)-at least 1 or 2 times a week.
* Relationship? (No comment)- yet no comment

New year resolutions doesn’t really have to control over our lives, these are just statements w/c motivates us to change our self and be a better person. And it will feel really good once we have done our resolution. Although I haven’t done mine, its still in process.

SomeOne Has dedicate this song to ME..

Well, i heard this song before played in the Fm but not until someone was dedicated to me then i figured it out this song is quite awesome,espeacially when it comes to the lyric, its quite meaningful..!! but overall, kinda lurve this song...this could be my favorite song of the month....maybe it could be yours too....ENJOY!!!

Its all about Miss alicea..oyeah

update's

haven't write any lately, was still busy to adjust my life which just about to begin...so many thing happened in this pass few month. which really giving a big impact to me,but dun worry, i still can handle it!! 1 thing for sure, i keep myself busy not just because im avoiding certain part of my life but only trying to forget what the pass that brings me to be me right now.. im not regrets but thanks GOd, it makes me be a stronger person as i aspect i can be!!

well, here some update's bout me..

-i transferred to Beaufort Region since early april with assisted by VAlyee. untill when? i also dun know....untill further notice. Ever since that, i have spend more than 15 hours of my daily life working and working..
- i just finish my Exam last month which end of April, expecting dat i can pass with all four subjects ( Geotechnic, visual basic, statistic eng, MnE)even though i study and struggling on my 1 week annual leave for last minutes.
-Normally i will be around beaufort on Tuesday till friday, the rest i will be in kk.
-Most of the weekend im spending my times with my frens watch movie, yum char, lunch and dinner..and most important went out for bergembira and karaokeingn( to pay back all my stressfulness after working like a robot) 0.o
- i also still need to manage my time with my parents as well.normally on sunday!
-Ym & facebook is my networks to my dear friends..u can buzz me up there.and will be reply wenever im around.
-i got my letter from my boss,,,hehehehe revised salary,,, finally i got wat i expected in 5 yrs working in the company..amount ?? well let it be me only to know...but its enof to make me smiling!!oyeahhh
- In health wise, im still check up every once a month.... dun worry im OK!!
- In relationship, well no Comment!!


Well thats all for now..!! whatever happen to me ... i will always believe everything that happen to me in this life has its own purpose to learn and to be more appreciate and to be more stronger then yesterday!!


see u Guys...!! lot of hugs for u!!