SomeOne Has dedicate this song to ME..

Well, i heard this song before played in the Fm but not until someone was dedicated to me then i figured it out this song is quite awesome,espeacially when it comes to the lyric, its quite meaningful..!! but overall, kinda lurve this song...this could be my favorite song of the month....maybe it could be yours too....ENJOY!!!

Its all about Miss alicea..oyeah

update's

haven't write any lately, was still busy to adjust my life which just about to begin...so many thing happened in this pass few month. which really giving a big impact to me,but dun worry, i still can handle it!! 1 thing for sure, i keep myself busy not just because im avoiding certain part of my life but only trying to forget what the pass that brings me to be me right now.. im not regrets but thanks GOd, it makes me be a stronger person as i aspect i can be!!

well, here some update's bout me..

-i transferred to Beaufort Region since early april with assisted by VAlyee. untill when? i also dun know....untill further notice. Ever since that, i have spend more than 15 hours of my daily life working and working..
- i just finish my Exam last month which end of April, expecting dat i can pass with all four subjects ( Geotechnic, visual basic, statistic eng, MnE)even though i study and struggling on my 1 week annual leave for last minutes.
-Normally i will be around beaufort on Tuesday till friday, the rest i will be in kk.
-Most of the weekend im spending my times with my frens watch movie, yum char, lunch and dinner..and most important went out for bergembira and karaokeingn( to pay back all my stressfulness after working like a robot) 0.o
- i also still need to manage my time with my parents as well.normally on sunday!
-Ym & facebook is my networks to my dear friends..u can buzz me up there.and will be reply wenever im around.
-i got my letter from my boss,,,hehehehe revised salary,,, finally i got wat i expected in 5 yrs working in the company..amount ?? well let it be me only to know...but its enof to make me smiling!!oyeahhh
- In health wise, im still check up every once a month.... dun worry im OK!!
- In relationship, well no Comment!!


Well thats all for now..!! whatever happen to me ... i will always believe everything that happen to me in this life has its own purpose to learn and to be more appreciate and to be more stronger then yesterday!!


see u Guys...!! lot of hugs for u!!

im stress

I don intent to be perfect because I know nobody perfect…but I do my best as long as my
mental and my body afford to give the best and most of all I will never give up….aja aja fighting!!

when i lie awake at midnight

Well,after having spent a very large number of hours trying to figure out the reason for life,and the reason why we are here to live it the way that we do –some say we don’t have a purpose – I tend to disagree – I think we are all here for a reason,but it is in our final years that we only realise what that purpose really is,and of course by the stage it is already far too late to be able to fix anything good or bad – one would have already made one’s mistakes – lived with the consequences – or possibly had enough time to right the wrongs of others……..

…….i often find that when it comes to the issue of taking a time out – that everyone needs a break – its not just a case of taking a break,but what it is that you chose to do on the break that actually counts,and makes a difference.Are you doing something that is beneficial to you perhaps?,or are you just doing it because your body has told your brain that its had enough.After all,the body isn’t the only thing that makes up who we are – we are mind,body and soul – I don’t think we would really be able to exist otherwise – after all – your body is just a suit of clothing that you were given when you entered this world.Your soul was but a rain drop on an ocean at that point,and your mind was yet to be developed to the extent where you are free to be able to let you make your own decisions.


or have i been thinking too much again?

when you really love someone..

is this the definition of love??

I'm a woman, lord knows it's hard
I need a real man to give me what I need
Sweet attention, love and tenderness
When it's real it's unconditional, I'm telling y'all

Cause a man, just ain't a man,
If he aint' man enough
To love you when you're right,
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak,
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher
When the world got you feelin low.
He's given you his last, cuz he's thinking of you first
Given comfort when you're thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling y'all, I'm telling y'all.
Cause you're a real man and lord knows it's hard
Sometimes you just need a woman's touch
Sweet affection, love and support
When it's real, it's unconditional, I'm telling y'all

Sometimes you gonna argue
Sometimes you gonna fight
Sometimes it's gonna feel like it will never be right
But something so strong, keeps you holdin on
It don't make sense, but it make a good song

sweet and low

Anywhere you go, anyone you meet,
Remember that your eyes can be your enemies,
I said, well hell is so close
And heaven's out of reach
I ain't giving up quite yet,
I've got too much to lose

augustana