my favourite quotes PArt 1

" The experiences that we encountered every day are the best lessons because they teach us how to become more mature and a better person in the future."

" It takes only "1" to change a relationship. It takes "2" to make it work."

" Just control your anger and temper for few HOURS and you can rule your life for YEARS."

" Being honest with others starts by being honest with yourself."

" Don't let your history interfere with your destiny."

" It is not always just about being responsible for your actions but also take into consideration the effects of your actions on others. They might be your loved ones and it might be too late for you to realize you've lost them and will never, ever, have them again."

" It's best to get involved with someone that has learned from their mistakes rather than being with someone that has yet to discover their future regrets."

" Be careful what you say to me today, for tomorrow you may wish you had never spoken."

" Moving on doesn't mean you gave up... it means you've found faith."

" Do not judge others by your own thoughts. They are living a different life than you are. What might be good for one person may not be good for another. What might be bad for one person might change another person's life. Allow people to make their own mistakes or their own decisions. We learn and grow with each decision and/or mistake that we make...but again, what might be a mistake for you would be a blessing for someone else."

always be my baby

today and tomorrow

" Today you suffer but tomorrow you will be happy. Everything that happens in our life, there's a purpose. What we need is to widen our understanding, be more patient and persevere because in the end there's a reward."

My prayer

" The supreme prayer of my heart is not to be learned, rich, famous, powerful, or "good", but simply to be radiant. I desire to radiate health, cheerfulness, calm courage, and good will. I wish to live without hate, whim, jealousy, envy, fear. I wish to be simple, honest, frank, natural, clean in mind and clean in body, unaffected - as ready to say "I do not know", if it be so, and to meet all men on an absolute equality - to face any obstacle and meet every difficulty unabashed and unafraid. I wish others to live their lives, too - up to their highest, fullest, and best. To that end I pray that I may never meddle, interfere, dictate, give advice that is not wanted, or assist when my services are not needed. If I can help people, I'll do it by giving them a chance to help themselves; and if I can uplift or inspire, let it be by example, inference, and suggestion, rather than by injunction and dictation. That is to say, I desire to be radiant - to radiate life."

selfish

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good girl baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

whats goes around comes around..

Hey man, is she everything
you wanted in a women?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in
time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
around


Now , I remember
everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

tired of being sick

I'm tired of the way things keep going. Why is everything happening to me... and all at once? I've been in and out of the hospital, seeing doctors... all this crap. I'm tired of it! Really tired of it! When will it be my chance for something good to happen?

have a little faith

How is it that life can be so full and complete one minute and in total disarray the next? How can you have everything that you thought you wanted out of life or at least a great portion and then just let it slip through your fingers? Life would be so much easier if we knew the morals to the stories before we had to live them. Almost like stories read to us as children, only they would be stories about adulthood; life’s responsibilities, love, and marriage...only I guess as children you wouldn't know a god damn thing about what the story was trying to tell you. I guess it all comes down to faith.

Faith in yourself that you made the right choice the first time, faith in others that they will always be there for you and faith in that the future will be just as bright as you always dreamed it would be as a child. The realistic side is that sometimes you get let down so much that that’s all you know...so when something wonderful does come along you find yourself not having that faith and only second guessing your every decision. How do you regain that faith once it’s lost? I guess it starts on the inside and works its way out. The greatest thing anyone can accomplish is to be happy with ones self. Only then can you in turn be happy with someone else and make them happy as well.

Someone once told me that life is about second chances. I just hope we all have the faith to realize when those second chances come around!

~~ TIME ~~

TIME WILL TELL. IF HE'S YOURS HE WILL COME BACK TO YOU NO MATTER WHAT....FOR THE TIME BEING LET YOURSELF MOVE ON....

hush hush~~

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgments,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin',

Happy Birthday Mom

I don't blame you for not wanting to read this short rant. I am having a miserable day...and I think I have every reason to be feeling so down and shitty. Anyways, not sure I want to talk about it...just wanted to say one thing. Maybe she reads my posts from up in Heaven...if that's where she is. Here goes nothing...

Happy Birthday Mom! I love you and miss you dearly!

i dont want talk about it ~~~

I don't wanna talk about changes
Changes come of their own free will
And if you wanna talk about leavin'
Well, you've always walked . . .
And, you always will
Every time you talk about love
You talk about your yesterdays
Yesterday's washing away
with this morning's rain

I don't wanna talk about it
Cuz love has a voice of its own
If all we do is try to out shout it
. . . then the love is gone

Can't you hear the voice of my heart
It calls your name in the middle of the night
It's always been a quiet voice
when it's breaking
I don't wanna talk about this love
This love was my saving grace
So, can't I just say that I love you . . .
and we'll call it a day?

moving on with brave heart ~~~

When will I learn to just move on. When will I learn that he is gone. he really hurt me and made me cry. Now he doesn't want me anymore.

Every time I tried to be by his side he pushed me away. But sadly all I wanna do is stay. he broke my heart so all i want to do is hide in the dark. I try to move on but all he ruined my ability . I sometime want him back but he doesn't want me so why should I bother.

After all that we've shared he doesn't even care. he doesn't realize what he's done to me. So I try to let him be. I won't bother to call or ask what's he's up to at all. he doesn't need my mess and don't need the stress. The best thing for me is to leave him alone. The best thing for me is to just move on.

let it be you...

Don't Wait for things to happen, make them happen, go after what your heart desires,
live in the moment, go to th edge, let fear be a motivator and not a enemy,
when someone says something hurtful, smile and wish them happiness, so they don't have
to express the sadness and anger they have inside, upon you and others

Take a risk, wear your heart on your sleeve, say how you feel, be who you are and don't let anyone make u feel ashamed of it. If you are sad, let the tears out, embrace
the many colors and depths life has to offer us, if you fall down, know where there is a will, there is a way,..and there is a way out, there is a way up, and as long as there is love, there is hope.

Be true to who you are, don't hide behind a cloud of doubt and uncertainty, let people love you for you, because love is unconditional...and if they don't want to love you for who , and all you are, then they weren't meant to be a part of your life and your heart in this lifetime.

If someone seeks to hurt you, have sympathy for them because people that are happy within
have to desire to hurt others... "it is the weak who are cruel" Seek to love yourself,
better yourself, better your life, and walk away, revenge is a poison that will only infect your mind and soul, besides they say success is the best revenge, so strive for success and happiness.

When you are down, and all seems like it is falling apart, don't let it, hold on and fight, and look to a better tomorrow, you are the navigator to your destiny, don't let the bad guys win.

Don't be afraid to jump, there may be consequences, but at least you can say you lived your life to the max and can never say "What If?"

Live in the moment, and let the moment take you to the next chapter, don't wait for the next chapter to come to you, because it may never find it's way to a book that didn't want to be opened.