when i lie awake at midnight

Well,after having spent a very large number of hours trying to figure out the reason for life,and the reason why we are here to live it the way that we do –some say we don’t have a purpose – I tend to disagree – I think we are all here for a reason,but it is in our final years that we only realise what that purpose really is,and of course by the stage it is already far too late to be able to fix anything good or bad – one would have already made one’s mistakes – lived with the consequences – or possibly had enough time to right the wrongs of others……..

…….i often find that when it comes to the issue of taking a time out – that everyone needs a break – its not just a case of taking a break,but what it is that you chose to do on the break that actually counts,and makes a difference.Are you doing something that is beneficial to you perhaps?,or are you just doing it because your body has told your brain that its had enough.After all,the body isn’t the only thing that makes up who we are – we are mind,body and soul – I don’t think we would really be able to exist otherwise – after all – your body is just a suit of clothing that you were given when you entered this world.Your soul was but a rain drop on an ocean at that point,and your mind was yet to be developed to the extent where you are free to be able to let you make your own decisions.


or have i been thinking too much again?

when you really love someone..

is this the definition of love??

I'm a woman, lord knows it's hard
I need a real man to give me what I need
Sweet attention, love and tenderness
When it's real it's unconditional, I'm telling y'all

Cause a man, just ain't a man,
If he aint' man enough
To love you when you're right,
Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak,
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher
When the world got you feelin low.
He's given you his last, cuz he's thinking of you first
Given comfort when you're thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really love someone
I'm telling y'all, I'm telling y'all.
Cause you're a real man and lord knows it's hard
Sometimes you just need a woman's touch
Sweet affection, love and support
When it's real, it's unconditional, I'm telling y'all

Sometimes you gonna argue
Sometimes you gonna fight
Sometimes it's gonna feel like it will never be right
But something so strong, keeps you holdin on
It don't make sense, but it make a good song

sweet and low

Anywhere you go, anyone you meet,
Remember that your eyes can be your enemies,
I said, well hell is so close
And heaven's out of reach
I ain't giving up quite yet,
I've got too much to lose

augustana

never really left

I've been told by a certain someone that I can't have only one post up at my blog. Not when it's filled with depressing goodbye quotes. Especially because I'm still here. See, I never actually said goodbye, because I knew I couldn't leave entirely. I wanted to. I was pretty fed up with some stuff and I needed a break. I will not go into details because most of you already know why I was upset. And if you don't? Well, let's just say it's not worth going into. It's over now. It's in the past. And I'm ready to move on. All I really needed was a little time.

I found this quote this morning because I was looking for something to post that was more uplifting than what I left you with. I couldn't really find anything exactly like what I was searching for.

“A blog is a version of the world. If you do not like it, ignore it; or offer your own version in return.”

That makes sense, doesn't it? I think it does. And that's what I'm going to do. I still think that it's best that I keep the most important moments in my life private from prying eyes. And from now on, that's what I plan to do. If I have something along those lines to share, I'm sure I'll find some secret way of getting the word out.. I do it my ways.

busy for writing

Umm...sorry its been such a long time, i kinda forgot to write on the blog for the last 2 months :( But im now gonna update on all that in a few posts and try and keep it a bit more up to date.

p/S -> I MISS YOU GUYSS * hugs hugs *