My life is good. I mean, I have a plan, I have goals, I have dreams.
And yeah, I don't have someone to argue with, or someone who loves me for me, hell!
But, overall, my life is good. I have a great job . And I have good friends.
I'm, you know, happy.
Some people have been bothering me about finding someone, and when my friends talk to me about issues in their relationships, I get frustrated, but secretly depressed...but not like in a, "I hate my life," kind of why...mostly its just this deep sadness in my heart. Of course I want to find someone who at least wants me, and I want all those things that come with a relationship, but I'm willing to wait. I don't see why I have to rush it.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I'm Not..
I'm not wise,
But I can share what is in my heart in the hope that you will be touched.
I'm not beautiful,
But I can show you my soul in the hope that you will find something worthy deep within.
I'm not wealthy,
But I am more than willing to share what I have in the hope that it will benefit you.
I'm not sophisticated,
But I can make faces and tell funny stories in the hope that it will brighten your day.
I'm not intellectual,
But I can offer a soft shoulder and an open mind and heart in the hope of providing you solace.
I'm not perfect,
But I can strive to be the perfect me in the hope that you will take my hand and be my friend.
But I can share what is in my heart in the hope that you will be touched.
I'm not beautiful,
But I can show you my soul in the hope that you will find something worthy deep within.
I'm not wealthy,
But I am more than willing to share what I have in the hope that it will benefit you.
I'm not sophisticated,
But I can make faces and tell funny stories in the hope that it will brighten your day.
I'm not intellectual,
But I can offer a soft shoulder and an open mind and heart in the hope of providing you solace.
I'm not perfect,
But I can strive to be the perfect me in the hope that you will take my hand and be my friend.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
what makes me happy
Surprised because it actually reminded me of the importance of simplicity in one's life. It also made me realize that it is actually very simple to be happy. Read on.. you might be surprised for the same reasons.
What makes me happy....
My friends ask me,
What makes me so happy,
I always ignore this question,
And start surfing on my lappy. (lol)
But today i feel that there's a point in what they ask,
I wonder if its really me or do I always wear a mask?!
I love movies
I love to listen music
I am the happiest one when im with someone i LOVE
I laugh a lot
I enjoy everytime im chilling with my dear friends
I play a lot,
But study as well,
I work hard on my Job
I don't hate anyone coz i believe in karma
I don't feel jealous coz i know everyone got they own speciality
i thank God for this,
and simply mind my own business!
Then they ask me,
What special do I do,
Then i say, I love to make my friends HAppy.
What makes me happy....
My friends ask me,
What makes me so happy,
I always ignore this question,
And start surfing on my lappy. (lol)
But today i feel that there's a point in what they ask,
I wonder if its really me or do I always wear a mask?!
I love movies
I love to listen music
I am the happiest one when im with someone i LOVE
I laugh a lot
I enjoy everytime im chilling with my dear friends
I play a lot,
But study as well,
I work hard on my Job
I don't hate anyone coz i believe in karma
I don't feel jealous coz i know everyone got they own speciality
i thank God for this,
and simply mind my own business!
Then they ask me,
What special do I do,
Then i say, I love to make my friends HAppy.
who am i
I am love.
Love for those who I call family.. who surround me with unconditional support and protection.
Love for those who I call friends.. who help me get from one day to next.. the ones I've met in real life and the ones I only know from their words.
Love for the one who I call mine.. to whom I devote my days.. who has brought joy and meaning to my life and shown me just how wonderful it can be.
Love for all those who need it but are too distracted from themselves to perceive it.
Love for all that lives.. because we are co-dependent and bound by our lifetime.
Love for the world.
Love for life.
Love for the god that is within me.
Love for myself.
I am made of love.. and any action other than that of love chips away on that.. so I will not allow any negative emotion or act to get between me and my substance.. love.
Love for those who I call family.. who surround me with unconditional support and protection.
Love for those who I call friends.. who help me get from one day to next.. the ones I've met in real life and the ones I only know from their words.
Love for the one who I call mine.. to whom I devote my days.. who has brought joy and meaning to my life and shown me just how wonderful it can be.
Love for all those who need it but are too distracted from themselves to perceive it.
Love for all that lives.. because we are co-dependent and bound by our lifetime.
Love for the world.
Love for life.
Love for the god that is within me.
Love for myself.
I am made of love.. and any action other than that of love chips away on that.. so I will not allow any negative emotion or act to get between me and my substance.. love.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
always remembered
Couldn't even think straight
didn't want to believe what they where saying
knowing you i didn't want it to be true
never thought We would lose you
you my friend
for you have gone to a better place
heaven has gained to most wonderful angel
watch over us and wait for us to come
and we will meet again
MY FRIENDS FOR ETERNITY
in momory of Molly's 3-1-2009
didn't want to believe what they where saying
knowing you i didn't want it to be true
never thought We would lose you
you my friend
for you have gone to a better place
heaven has gained to most wonderful angel
watch over us and wait for us to come
and we will meet again
MY FRIENDS FOR ETERNITY
in momory of Molly's 3-1-2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
Bedtime Story Vs Ip Man
Lately I have spend a Super quality time with my family with my beloved siblings, cousin and of coz my parents as well Christmas dinner, new year eve dinner apart of my dear friends, Outing together with my aunty and uncle and last but not least watching movies together with them. After watch my early New Year movie which is Bedtime story by Adam Sandler and Ip man by Donnie Yen. I find Ip Man is more fascinated to me. To be truthful It is a tough decision and after a long while when my parents ask me to watch, I finally makes the choice of watching Ip Man.
Here some of my opinion for those who not watch the movie yet. The director of Dragon Tiger Gate makes his comeback with his usual star, Donnie Yen. As expected, the martial arts fighting scenes are amazing. He knows how to direct realistic martial arts fighting features in Dragon Tiger Gate. This guy can create, I can say, some of best martial arts movies.
It tells about Ip Man's life, the soon-to-be master of the well-known Bruce Lee. I can't say much about the plot but the fighting and the music are great. The Japanese soon attacks China which affects Ip Man and his family. Soon, he goes for a fight, organized by the Japanese, which can earn him rice. The Japanese General is impressed by his ability which leads to the final battle of all. It is fast paced with amazing fights in between and humor.
If you are a martial arts movie admirer, this is definitely stunning and not to be missed. If you get entertained by any form of action and want to know the facts of Bruce Lee's master, this should also not be missed. Another good martial arts movie and I DON’T MIND TO WATCH IT FOR 2nd TIME hehehe…
Here some of my opinion for those who not watch the movie yet. The director of Dragon Tiger Gate makes his comeback with his usual star, Donnie Yen. As expected, the martial arts fighting scenes are amazing. He knows how to direct realistic martial arts fighting features in Dragon Tiger Gate. This guy can create, I can say, some of best martial arts movies.
It tells about Ip Man's life, the soon-to-be master of the well-known Bruce Lee. I can't say much about the plot but the fighting and the music are great. The Japanese soon attacks China which affects Ip Man and his family. Soon, he goes for a fight, organized by the Japanese, which can earn him rice. The Japanese General is impressed by his ability which leads to the final battle of all. It is fast paced with amazing fights in between and humor.
If you are a martial arts movie admirer, this is definitely stunning and not to be missed. If you get entertained by any form of action and want to know the facts of Bruce Lee's master, this should also not be missed. Another good martial arts movie and I DON’T MIND TO WATCH IT FOR 2nd TIME hehehe…
My New Resolution 2009
I know that other people have already posted stuff like this and it's very natural that everyone has the same idea! This is the first time I've put them up somewhere public so maybe if I see them again I'll remember to do them?!
Every year, we have a lot of expectations and New Year resolutions. To tell u the truth i had broken resolutions myself but also, every year I try to fix the mistakes I had on the past years.
Some of these are serious and some of them are more superficial......but I will just write them all down anyways!
*No smoking and no Liquors. ( Compulsory)
*Take medication on time…INr under target (2.5-3.5)
*Sleep Less with the exception of tired ( 7-8 hours)
*Eat more, to put up more weight ( target 3-4kg)
*Study study study. No more fail ( target 2.8-3.2)
*Keep develop on career (upgrading)
*Stand up for myself more! ( Speak Up more Ideas/opinion)
*Possibly I should write more blogs?? (3-4 times a week)
*Constantly think positive and never simply piss-off ( stay cool)
*Savings ( Less Shopping)
*Expend more superiority time with parents. ( More Dinner at home)
* Relationship? (No comment)
New year resolutions doesn’t really have to control over our lives, these are just statements w/c motivates us to change our self and be a better person. And it will feel really good once we have done our resolution. Although I haven’t done mine, its still in process.
*Positive changes can happen at any time, even if it's not a resolution.......
Every year, we have a lot of expectations and New Year resolutions. To tell u the truth i had broken resolutions myself but also, every year I try to fix the mistakes I had on the past years.
Some of these are serious and some of them are more superficial......but I will just write them all down anyways!
*No smoking and no Liquors. ( Compulsory)
*Take medication on time…INr under target (2.5-3.5)
*Sleep Less with the exception of tired ( 7-8 hours)
*Eat more, to put up more weight ( target 3-4kg)
*Study study study. No more fail ( target 2.8-3.2)
*Keep develop on career (upgrading)
*Stand up for myself more! ( Speak Up more Ideas/opinion)
*Possibly I should write more blogs?? (3-4 times a week)
*Constantly think positive and never simply piss-off ( stay cool)
*Savings ( Less Shopping)
*Expend more superiority time with parents. ( More Dinner at home)
* Relationship? (No comment)
New year resolutions doesn’t really have to control over our lives, these are just statements w/c motivates us to change our self and be a better person. And it will feel really good once we have done our resolution. Although I haven’t done mine, its still in process.
*Positive changes can happen at any time, even if it's not a resolution.......
Thoughts of 2009.
Well, here i am...my 1st blog on year 2009... Didn’t write for so long I presume.
Here marks one of the text that I received from my buddy (u know who u are ;>) which is inspired to me as a guide for these years to come.
• 2009 a new starting point. What happened in 2008 prepared us for what might come in 2009, so that we won’t repeat the same mistake all over again. It helps us to be a better person, who knows what awaits us in the year 2009. We can only hope for the best by doing the best. Closing chapter in 2008 is not going to be easy. But that something we have to deal with a stronger spirit. Past is past, there is nothing we can’t change it. So we need to move on and take is as a lesson in time. **End 2008 01.01.09 4.05a.m.
Here marks one of the text that I received from my buddy (u know who u are ;>) which is inspired to me as a guide for these years to come.
• 2009 a new starting point. What happened in 2008 prepared us for what might come in 2009, so that we won’t repeat the same mistake all over again. It helps us to be a better person, who knows what awaits us in the year 2009. We can only hope for the best by doing the best. Closing chapter in 2008 is not going to be easy. But that something we have to deal with a stronger spirit. Past is past, there is nothing we can’t change it. So we need to move on and take is as a lesson in time. **End 2008 01.01.09 4.05a.m.
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