Thursday, June 18, 2009

happy birthday (to myself)

Just want to wish my self a HAPPY BIRTHDAY....lol

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

HE??

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

my head hurts

There are too many things going on for my poor brain to cope with right now. I keep forgetting things I am meant to do. I keep forgetting things I am meant to buy. I keep forgetting things that I need for work.

I am a bit like a sieve with things escaping over the edge.

I staved off one migraine this week with timely medication but my head now is thump, thump, thumping away and it just plain hurts!

;-(

stress and life

Its funny how when stress comes knocking a person can forget everything! Or worse yet, when stress comes knocking a person can risk everything that is important to them. I know that stress is a normal part of life, for whatever reason, stress is there entwined in our lives like lovers that can't get enough of each other. We turn around and it is there. We try and hide from it by whatever means we can find, but at the end of the day, stress is waiting for us.

I have no clue what roll it plays in our lives or in the grand scheme of things - I don't know maybe if stress didn't exist our reality and existance would cease being. Either way though, there are times I can do without it, like I'm sure so many people can too. It wreaks havoc on our health, in our lives, and in our relationships. Hell, I'm smoking more than I should and can sleep for hours if I could get away with it. There are days I look out the window and just rather go back to bed. Yeah, I hate stress.....Hmm, wonder if there is some magical way of getting rid of it....Say like assasins?

update's on my resolution 2009 ( I have no idea)

well, its been long time didnt write,,hmm with the same reason like before, i was so busy with my routine life with work , work , work and study..
anyhow, nothing much to share but just want to update my resolution 2009...

*No smoking and no Liquors. ( Compulsory)-in progress....(not yet to be honest)
*Take medication on time…INr under target (2.5-3.5)-yeah ON and OFF but mostly under the target.
*Sleep Less with the exception of tired ( 7-8 hours)-na...i sleep 3 or 4 yrs a day....everday...!!
*Eat more, to put up more weight ( target 3-4kg)- show bit of progress, i gain 2kg
*Study study study. No more fail ( target 2.8-3.2)- oyea i pass all my peper last sem...
*Keep develop on career (upgrading)- yeah Ive been transferred to regional office
*Stand up for myself more! ( Speak Up more Ideas/opinion)- yeah i did that almost 70%
*Possibly I should write more blogs?? (3-4 times a week)-aww...i write 1 or 2 times a month...duii
*Constantly think positive and never simply piss-off ( stay cool)- on progress 50%
*Savings ( Less Shopping)-erm,...15%
*Expend more superiority time with parents. ( More Dinner at home)- well, only when im back to KK (my homey)-at least 1 or 2 times a week.
* Relationship? (No comment)- yet no comment

New year resolutions doesn’t really have to control over our lives, these are just statements w/c motivates us to change our self and be a better person. And it will feel really good once we have done our resolution. Although I haven’t done mine, its still in process.