moving on with brave heart ~~~

When will I learn to just move on. When will I learn that he is gone. he really hurt me and made me cry. Now he doesn't want me anymore.

Every time I tried to be by his side he pushed me away. But sadly all I wanna do is stay. he broke my heart so all i want to do is hide in the dark. I try to move on but all he ruined my ability . I sometime want him back but he doesn't want me so why should I bother.

After all that we've shared he doesn't even care. he doesn't realize what he's done to me. So I try to let him be. I won't bother to call or ask what's he's up to at all. he doesn't need my mess and don't need the stress. The best thing for me is to leave him alone. The best thing for me is to just move on.

let it be you...

Don't Wait for things to happen, make them happen, go after what your heart desires,
live in the moment, go to th edge, let fear be a motivator and not a enemy,
when someone says something hurtful, smile and wish them happiness, so they don't have
to express the sadness and anger they have inside, upon you and others

Take a risk, wear your heart on your sleeve, say how you feel, be who you are and don't let anyone make u feel ashamed of it. If you are sad, let the tears out, embrace
the many colors and depths life has to offer us, if you fall down, know where there is a will, there is a way,..and there is a way out, there is a way up, and as long as there is love, there is hope.

Be true to who you are, don't hide behind a cloud of doubt and uncertainty, let people love you for you, because love is unconditional...and if they don't want to love you for who , and all you are, then they weren't meant to be a part of your life and your heart in this lifetime.

If someone seeks to hurt you, have sympathy for them because people that are happy within
have to desire to hurt others... "it is the weak who are cruel" Seek to love yourself,
better yourself, better your life, and walk away, revenge is a poison that will only infect your mind and soul, besides they say success is the best revenge, so strive for success and happiness.

When you are down, and all seems like it is falling apart, don't let it, hold on and fight, and look to a better tomorrow, you are the navigator to your destiny, don't let the bad guys win.

Don't be afraid to jump, there may be consequences, but at least you can say you lived your life to the max and can never say "What If?"

Live in the moment, and let the moment take you to the next chapter, don't wait for the next chapter to come to you, because it may never find it's way to a book that didn't want to be opened.

thanks

well,, thanks to all my friends that been visiting me at the hosp and also to the blood donor's thanks you very very much and i really-really appreciate it!! I can wait to start work and see you guys again!!

im ok

So I haven't been around here in what seems like forever.
Well, im just done with my surgery...guess 2 weeks pass and all seems like a nightmare to me..never thought that i goin through it,,but guess what,,i make it now here i am ....back to my hommy and sit in front my computer and thinking bout what the future's bring....

here a very very simple info that u might want to know what i have been through

first week..
Monday- admitted to ward (noon),surgeon had confirm that im the 1st patient for the next day operation, escape for dinner for having my favorite sushi, back to ward
Tuesday-5.30am wake up, 7.35am in the operation theater, 7.40am Zzzzzz - , 4.00pm ICU
Wednesday - Still in ICU..anything that connected to my body being removed ( 2 tubes from my stomach, 1 tubes from my mouth, 3 branula for I.v line on my hand and 2 on my neck),2.00pm nurse give me some porridge to eat...4.am discharge from ICU and transfer back to normal ward
thursday- resting+physic training+monitoring
friday - resting+physic training+monitoring
saturday - resting+physic training+monitoring
sunday - resting+physic training+monitoring

monday- doctor has confirm to discharge and back home the next day
Tuesday- here i am...im home

"Behind this mask is more than skin. Behind this mask is ideas, and ideas are bulletproof.""-V for Vendetta

lucky

gorgeous! perfect harmonies...jason mraz continues to wow me.
Colbie and Jason wrote this song together by email. So I think its funny that it fits to anybody who has a long distance relationship :P

my way

Ive lived a life thats full.
Ive traveled each and evry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, Ive had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried.
Ive had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.

FRANK SINATRA