my pain

there is nothing but pain in life,
life is everything pain
i cant live without
why do we have it
you wonder because
if we didnt have pain
then that would not
make us who we are
but maybe who we are is not who we want to be
i know i never expected my life turn out this way
these are times when i want end everything and MAYBE
one day i will finally
take that razor for the last time
and slide it across my wrists and end the pain
and then i can watch everyone from above
that way i wont cause anymore pain
for my family and friends... MAYBE